When i am far from her

After taking admission in the college, I stayed at hostel. I don't know how it was possibe for me to stay away from her. But, now I think that was be possible just for my imagination power. She is more than the original to me at my virtual love zone. I can see her more than the clear as she is in original. But i fall in mental disorder when, i was not able to watch her by my intuitive power of immagination. Probably, this is the test to me from the god how i loved her. when my fried used to share their emotion among them, i just attend in their conversation. AT the first stage of their serial conversation, i could not tell anything about my love as i have no practical field experience. But, gradually, i came to understand that i feel my love more than they felt. I didn't know when i had started to join with them with my hidden love. But all the told stories by me were just the immaginary of my mind. And she turned to me a little bit more closer than that of privious. I turned to more intimate with my love.


At various vacation, i went ot my house. After going back to my house, my duty was just to see her atleast once in day. I used to wait beside the road from where she went to the school at school time. And at evening, i went to the Bridge just for taking a glance of her. There, she used to come with her father just for helping him by watering the plants. She was very unregular at her work. For my regularity, sometimes i came back tomy home with my broken herat. Oh dear, when you will understad all of my language!!

On the day of my returns to the hostel, i felt very mental sick after thinking the days of my hostel. From then, i planned to get me outside from the hostel. Then, I took a resident at a house beside my college. And after that i started to go back to my house at each weekend. But it didn,t give me any fruitfull reasult. As, she was not available, on those days at the outside of her house. But, it was a lottery to me. Sometimes for her, private tuitor, she went by the road. I followed her at verious techniques, some times i cross her on the smae road, sometimes form the windows of my house, some times simply standing beside the road. I realized that, day by day i wasbeing a shameless guy for watching her. I stared at her with out any hesitation; but i feel very abnormal when made an twinkle at me. What about that moment!! Those are unforgottable!! Indeed!!!!